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"I am not the girl next door." - Bettie Page

Hello everyone! My name is Seska. I live in Montreal, Canada. I have had my amateur xxx site since 1998. It is home to all of my photos, videos, and writing. It is mostly about my sex life, but I also share things about other aspects of my life. Here is a little overview...

The Basics

Astrological Sign: Aquarius

Measurements: 34A [but hey, it's an A+ :-)], 26, 36 and I am 5'4"

Age: 39

Special features: green eyes, birthmark (where? you have to discover that for yourself), lots of little beauty marks all over my body

Sexual Orientation: Bent. There are different terms people use, like bisexual or pansexual and both do apply to me. However, I prefer the word bent because I am definitely not straight!

Favourite Things

TV: Current stuff such as Glee, The Hour, Mad Men, True Blood, Smallville. I also used to enjoy Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Gilmore Girls, LOST, and Six Feet Under.

Movies: Clue, The Company of Strangers, Donnie Darko, Finding Nemo, Garden State, The Graduate, Grease (1 & 2 - yes, I said 2 - it's a Michelle Pfeiffer in spandex thing), Pride and Prejudice (the mini series), Princess Bride, Rebel Without a Cause, Rocky Horror Picture Show and lots of Sci-Fi.

Books: My favourite non-fiction book is Mating in Captivity: Reconciling the Erotic and the Domestic by Esther Perel. I cannot recommend it enough. It is a must read!I also like biographies (I very much enjoyed those of Louise Brooks and Audrey Hepburn by Barry Paris), Kathy Reichs' forensic anthropology crime series (I dig the Montreal angle), Steinbeck (I cry every time I read Of Mice and Men), and the Outlander series by Diana Gabaldon (I cannot wait until the next one comes out).

Music: I listen to music when I run so most of what I listen to is upbeat rock and pop stuff, though I do have a sweet spot for 1960's and 1980's music (this kind of stuff tends to be the inspiration for my burlesque performances). Lately, I was introduced to the some amazing acts in local music scene here in Montreal and my heart has been exposed to such beauty and grit. Its been quite astounding.

Foods: pasta puttenesca (minus the anchovies), peanut butter and jam sandwiches, gazpacho, hot and sour soup, tapioca pudding (all vegan of course!)

Clothes: I find you can't go wrong with a tight black knee length skirt! I can dress it up or dress it down depending on the occasion. I adore wearing stockings, thigh highs, and fishnets - especially with cute open toe shoes or stiletto heels. When it comes to just being cosy I love jeans and cargo pants with soft t-shirts and tank tops. On my feet? Jack Purcell's or flip flops.

What (and who) gets my engine going…

Humour (being able to laugh at yourself is so attractive), go-getters, people who are competent or have some special skill, music with a hard driving beat, dressing up, playing pretend, water (taking steaming hot baths makes me feel so sexy and skinny dipping makes me feel so free)

Besides my attraction to real life lovers, I also have crushes on people in the public eye (in alphabetical order - I hate playing favourites): Maria Bello, Selma Blair, Steve Carell, Jake Gyllenhaal, and Tom Welling. I also have this long time attraction to Jeff Goldblum. Just something about him.

Extras

I am a vegan though I have had trouble with eggs recently - memories of childhood egg salad sandwiches. I volunteer both online and in the flesh for various sex education and sex workers' rights organizations. I am a runner. I trained for a half-marathon but right now I prefer running 5ks three times a week. I love to take naps. I am a bit fanatical with burlesque as an audience member and as a performer. I talk in my sleep.

Favorite Quotes

"There is a vitality, a life-force, an energy, a quickening that is translated through you into action. And because there is only one you in all of time this expression is unique and if you block it, it will never exist through any other medium and be lost. The world will not have it. It is not your business to determine how good it is, nor how valuable nor how it compares with other expressions. It is your business to keep it yours clearly and directly, to keep the channel open whether you choose to take an art class, keep a journal, record your dreams, dance your story or live each day from your creative source. Above all else, keep the channel open." Martha Graham

"Until you lose your reputation, you never realize what a burden it was or what freedom really is." Margaret Mitchell

Motivations

For life - the big blue sky, creatures great and small, freedom, friends and family

For this web site - to share my creative and sexual side with the world, to help change archaic and destructive beliefs about women and sex by being an example of sincere sexuality, and to bring pleasure to the lives of others

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